Thursday, June 3, 2010

Poems

So a few years back I had wrote two poems and got published so I thought I would share some with you


   Not hello
Hello-
my love
you have won me with that

Hello?
i did not really hear you
not what
you Truly said
Not hello
but-

Good-bye
Good-bye

My love--Good-Bye


Promise still strong

after-
CRASH
the crazy crash
Sirens WAIL
the road WEEPS

You are not gone
i will not have it

You are not supposed to be gone

I sink to the floor

Death

But still here
right next to me


Why?

Why leave me
why cheat lie and steal

Cheat-
our happiness

Lie-
to me
to yourself
and to us

Steal-
My heart and sew it on my sleeve
for the whole world to see

Why?
compromise our happiness

Why?




Thursday, May 27, 2010

petals 1...2...3...

Remember when

We would sit outside

Playing in the mud



You never really knew

That I counted

Counted us



The minutes

The days





The petals



1…2…3…

you love me

you love me not

you love me





counting

was always

my strong suit

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

You know who you are

              Junior year is so busy. letters from collages and act signups looking ahead to what I want to do for the the REST of MY LIFE!


                 I get an e-mail that says write more! you know who you are :D just kidding! So I thought thats right I have that thing.... Over presdients day weekend I went up to the black hills South Dakota if any of you don't know, to go skiing. I've never been skiing so this was a challenge. I don't have verry good balance and add extra length to me and it all just goes crazy. I did survive! So I was pretty stoked.

                 Well there you go.... I've updated you on my life. Not to exciting these days! Just wait untill summer!



Lots-o-love


Michaela

Friday, December 4, 2009

hear ye hear ye

Tonight and tommorrow night is Madrigals. We practice for months in advance. For those of you who don't know what a Madrigal dinner is, it is a dinner theater based back in the renisance time period. We serve you a 5 course meal. drink, salad, main dish one, main dish two, dessert. All provided by Hy-Vee. THNK YOU! there is also a Silent Auction at 5:00 tonight. we Practiced for about five hours we preform for three hours tonight and three and a half tomorrow. hope all goes well. WISH ME LUCK

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Did i Really need it?

This week has been hectic juggling school, a baby, and fun was intersting. No I am not a parent. so why a baby? Child Development is an interesting class. This week it happend to be my week to have the Baby Think it Over. It's so realistic.
Why should I get to complain? I was looking through the Bible today and found this verse
                          1 corinthians 15:51           ~We will not all sleep, but we will all be changed -~
When I found this verse I thought just that. Why me? Many people are up all night long working one job than another during the day. Some mothers are awake with the feeling that their child will not come home, for they have been shot. Some have health issues that don't go away like a little cough or a cut on my finger. Do they not get the same rights as me? I thought about a good friend of mine who compleatly hates when people complain. She is'nt a people person at all. Yet she doesn't complain. Another verse I always think off is Ephesians 2:10


                     Ephesians 2:8-10 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.


we were all saved. God saved me from the hardships of this doll that I had for a week. God is saving those mothers with the twisted gut . It might not seem like it but he is. God is great and God is good

Monday, September 28, 2009

Just to hard...

So I was listening to  trying too hard   by John Ruben.  
I said you’re trying too hard
You must not know who you are
It’s not natural
You look uncomfortable
You’re trying too hard
You must not know who you are
It’s not natural
Relax a little


Love this song.  It reminds me of so many things.




On sunday at youth group we are going with the theme of the adult bible studies. God Questions. so think of this one for a bit. Does God really punish us?

Saturday, September 26, 2009

A new Start

This Comming week is home coming YAY! We are a very sprited school. Today  I went shopping with my mom. I also cleaned out my closet. Fall cleaning instead of Spring cleaning.Got some great things to wear for Western day at school. Even though I spent alot of money on my clothes; I am donating alot more. Two whole bags stuffed with clothes that I no longer wear.